´¯`·.¸¸.ஐWednesday, December 21♥
EVERYDAY BLUES...
Everyday seems to be the same, just that the date and day that make a different to it, other than that, no "huge" different to me.
Since young, I love festivals and celebrations but it always disappoint me in some ways, I don't know why. Whenever I'm so looking forward for something to be special but end up either it would corked up or turned out to be shit or spoiler.
Its that common to anyone of you or is it my life and I have to bear with it till I died? Soon, my birthday gonna reach in three months time and I know I can't pin high hopes to it cause I know what I will get back would be disappoint and more rubbishes.
Supposedly I had a plan for my birthday and now, its ruined. I guess if I didn't pin high hopes to it, it won't be ruined and no upsets for me. Whenever I planned, things got ruined; Whenever I don't plan, things get better.
Life loves to play "games" with humans, but the games that it created just sucks to the core.
instead of seeing you happy, it loves to make you cry and angry like the weather does.
Labels: Life just sucks.